Its been a long time coming! I believe I have held this space for almost 5 years now, without anything on the pages. Almost 20 years ago, I began toying with starting a blog, but, I really didn’t have much to write about. I mean, I did…but also, didn’t. We all have the story of our lives. Our traumas, our joys and wonders. But, I wasn’t anywhere near the road to processing, let alone healing…I wanted to be, maybe knew I would, but wasn’t. Not sure I totally am now….but we’re going to give it a go.

So what’s the great introduction. What are we doing here? Well, its going to be a journey, as I said, it already has been. My intention is to do a little bleeding on these pages. Maybe attract a few sharks that need to re-align with what and who they are. Overall, heal….myself, my lineage, my legacy. In doing so, I want to hold a space for others to heal as well. Maybe light the road of redemption for them or even, just sit in the dark, quietly, until they’re ready to get up.

My hope? To be a light and a comfort. To help guide people like me to finding a way of cultivating their delights in the midst of burying their sorrow and to offer resources for real connection. One may reluctantly call it, help. I know that we are surprised we are still existing and there are days, we wish we weren’t. So, I want to share my journeys of depression, anxiety, resentment, motherhood, care-giving, enabling, co-dependency, addiction, mental health diagnosis’, religion, spirituality and of course, cant forget….love. My greatest desire is that you trip over my vulnerability a little bit and fall face first into your own. And then….that we get up. Remember. Realize. Reverse. Renew. Over and over again. Love you friends. Thanks for being here.